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Today is what I have gotBack to my ranch, I went down to check Pond No.3. The water was half full. I put more bamboos in Pond No. 2. It seemed big fish were glad. They just dived up and down. I thought they were Sawai. I did not see any Pla Chon as I saw in Pond No. 3.
I made a call to Keo Sad Mai and I got his wife who told me he had gone with his friends for some businesses. It was at 20.00 Hrs. that I got him. I told him that he should keep the public road as it should be straigth from Uncle Ket up to the reserved forest, at least from the plot he was going to grow the tapioca and in the following year he continued the road up to the reserved forest. It should be three meters wide. He accepted it and he would the public road open in the plot I told him. His wife was with him when I told him.
There was no rain in the ranch. I saw 4 ground squirrels running close to Pond No. 5. September 29 The Tokyo Peopleไม่ได้นั่งหน้าจอ.. เพื่อบันทึกไดอารี่อยู่... หลายอาทิตย์ *~ มันก็เหมือนเรื่องเล็ก.. เล็กน่ะแหละ ช่วงหลังมานี้... พอเอาลูกสาวนอน ปิดคอมกลับไปนอนกอดลูกต่อดีกว่า = ="
ในมุมส่วนตัว... มีหลายเรื่องผ่านเข้ามา... เป็นระยะ.. ระยะ ฉันคิดว่า...คนเรา.. ถ้ารู้จักแยกแยะว่าอะไรควร หรือ.. ไม่ควรได้ ดูเหมือนร้ายนะ เดี๋ยวจะสงสัย.. เอ๊ะยัยคนนี้พิมพ์อะไรของมันวะ
รูปภาพเซ็ตนี้.. ถ่ายเอาไว้เมื่อวันที่ 14 กันยายน ส่วนลูกชาย ก็.. เดินสายไปนอนค้างบ้านโอโตซังบ่อย แม้จะผ่านมาหลายวันแล้ว... ถึงได้เริ่มบันทึก ถึงแม้.. ภายในห้องเล็ก.. เล็ก.. จะรกรุงรังไปด้วยกองของเล่น พื้นห้องครัว.. รวมไปถึงมุมห้องรับแขก งานนี้... เหงื่อไหลไคลย้อยไปตาม.. ตามกัน คุยกับลูกชาย... ตรงนี้เป็นที่นอนของหนูนะ จำได้ไหม ถ้าแปลความหมาย... ก็คือ... ตรงนี้เป็นที่นอนของเค้า คุณลูกชายรีบลุกขึ้นมานั่ง... ตอบกลับมาว่า... " ชิเง้า.. โคโกะ ซากุระโนะ "
ถ้าถามอะไรเป็นไทย รู้จักที่จะใช้คำ... ใช้ประโยคได้อย่างถูกต้อง เพราะ.. ภาษาญี่ปุ่น... ก็... ถือเป็นเรื่องจำเป็นมากเหมือนกัน ความรู้สึกปัจจุบัน... ต่างจากตอนช่วงแรก.. แรกที่มาเยอะ เลยเกิดความรู้สึกที่ว่า... ขออยู่มันไกล.. ไกลนี่แหละ กับ.. สามี ความรู้สึกที่.. รัก และ ห่วง.. มันไม่เคยน้อยลง ทุกวันที่เค้าเหนื่อยจากการทำงาน.. ก็... พยายามให้กำลังใจ แต่... เมื่อไหร่ที่โอกาสนั้นมาถึง เจตนาบันทึก ทุกวันนี้ที่สามีทำงาน และ... กล้าที่จะบอก ของที่ซื้อให้ลูก ... ส่วนมาก.. จะมาจากเงินเดือนที่ได้รับจากคุณแม่ ถือว่าเป็นการช่วยกัน รับผิดชอบ เงินจำนวนนี้ มันสามารถแบ่งเบาค่าใช้จ่าย ส่วนที่เหลือ ก็... จะจัดสรรปันส่วนเอาไว้ นอกเหนือจากนั้น... น้ำถือว่า... ซื้อความสุขให้ตัวเอง เพื่อ??
เพื่อตอบแทนมิตรภาพดี.. ดี ที่... ได้รับมาอยู่เรื่อย.. เรื่อย หลายคน.. ถึงขนาดโทรศัพท์ทางไกลมาหา มันเป็นเหมือนความรู้สึก พิมพ์ถึงบรรทัดนี้.. มาเป็นเรื่องนี้ได้ไงล่ะนี่ ( ยังงงอยู่ ) น้ำถามสามีวันนี้.. ตอนกินข้าว ก็นั่งคุยกันถึงเรื่องเงินเดือน... ของเดือนนี้ ครอบครัวของเรา
2 เดือนที่... สามีได้มีการเปลี่ยนแปลงในเรื่องงาน และ.. ซากาตะโอโตซัง เป็นเพราะ... ท่านรักและเอ็นดูสามี ไม่ใช่จะรักแค่ลูกตัวเอง บางคนอ่านแล้วจะงง... แต่เป็น..เฉพาะคน สงสัย ไม่เข้าใจอะไรถามเองเลย iwatachan55@hotmail.com เพราะ... การที่ได้มารู้ทีหลัง.. น้ำเสียความรู้สึก
เอาล่ะก๊าา... กลับเข้าในโหมตปกติ ที่มาของการไปเที่ยวในครั้งนี้... ก็คือ ก็..มานั่งสนทนากัน.. กับ.. สามีสองคน น้ำเสนอว่า... อยากพาลูก.. ลูกไปดูปลา สามีเลยใช้อินเตอร์เน็ตให้เป็นประโยชน์ โทรไปจิกน้องชายหน่อเดียวให้ไปด้วยกันล่ะค่ะ " เฮ้ย.. ต้องมานะโว้ย ไม่งั้นโกรธ " มีข่มขู่กันเล็กน้อย
ก่อนจะถึงวันนัด.. ไทโยตื่นเต้นมาก ส่วนลูกสาว... ตื่นมาตอน 6 โมงเช้า ด้วยความที่ออกจากบ้านกันตอน 10 โมง ทักทายกันตามประสาพี่น้องกันได้สักพัก จะได้ไม่ผิดพลาดเดินย้อนไป.. ย้อนมา
" หิวไหมพี่น้ำ " น้องชายเอ่ยถาม และ... ด้วยความที่มองตรงนั้นที ตรงนี้ที มากไปหน่อย สรุป... ไม่รู้จะไปทางไหนดี เลือก KFC นี่แหละ พื้นที่นั่งทานในร้านจะอยู่ชั้นสอง สามีเป็นคนยกรถเข็นลูกสาวขึ้นไปด้านบน คนเป็นแม่ เป็นเหมือนกันทุกคนไหม?? เวลาออกไปทานข้าวข้างนอก หลายครั้ง.. หลายคราว พวกเค้าทำอะไร... และ น้ำทำอย่างไร
หลังจาก... ที่น้ำนั่งแทะไก่ได้ 1 น่อง ลักษณะของที่นั่ง... เป็นเบาะยาวติดกับกระจก น้ำเลยหลบเลี่ยง... จูงไทโยออกมาทางอีกด้านหนึ่ง จังหวะนั้น... เจ้าของโต๊ะเดินขึ้นมาพอดี พอผู้หญิงคนนั้น... ไปถึงที่นั่งตัวเองปุ๊บ สามีกับน้องที่นั่งกินกันอยู่... งงเป็นไก่ตาแตก Le FigaroActualisé le 28 septembre 2007 : 18h32
Des policiers armés surveillent un des nombreux barrages routiers établis dans Rangoun vendredi 28 septembre. AP
Des policiers armés surveillent un des nombreux barrages routiers établis dans Rangoun vendredi 28 septembre.
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En complémentLes autres titresPour la troisième journée consécutive, les forces de l’ordre ont chargé les manifestants à Rangoun. Un diplomate étranger évoque de nouvelles victimes. Les autorités cherchent à restreindre les moyens de communication, bloquant l’internet et les portables étrangers. Tirs de sommation, arrestations, matraquage. Suivant le même scénario que la veille, les troupes birmanes ont à nouveau eu recours à la force vendredi contre plusieurs milliers de personnes qui manifestaient dans le centre de Rangoun. Ces nouvelles violences se sont produites près de la pagode Sule, dans le centre-ville, selon des témoins. Les forces de sécurité auraient intimé l'ordre par haut-parleur aux groupes de manifestants (environ 10.000, bien moins nombreux que la veille) de se disperser avant que la police ne charge. "Il y a eu des victimes, très probablement des morts et des blessés", a déclaré un diplomate occidental, qui a requis l'anonymat. "Les arrestations sont assez massives, elles se comptent au moins par centaines", a-t-il dit, ajoutant que les forces de sécurité "raflent sans discrimination". Les troupes birmanes ont pris position dans les principaux monastères bouddhistes de Rangoun pour y neutraliser les moines, à la tête des manifestations depuis plus d'une dizaine de jours. Ces pagodes sont interdites d'accès et militarisées. Elles appartiennent à la carte "des zones de danger" communiquée aux diplomates d'Asie du sud-est. Les principales rues de la capitale birmane sont bloquées et des barricades policières ont été dressées isolant des quartiers entiers. Depuis mercredi, au moins 10 personnes ont été tuées dans les principales villes de Birmanie. Un bilan que conteste Bob Davis, l'ambassadeur d'Australie sur place. Selon lui, le nombre exact des victimes est "significativement plus élevé". Selon une chaîne de télévision japonaise, Fuji TV, qui s’appuie sur des images qu’elle a diffusées, le reporter japonais mort jeudi aurait été abattu délibérément et à bout portant par un soldat, pendant une charge contre des manifestants. Les moyens de communication progressivement coupés Il devient difficile d’avoir des informations sur la situation en Birmanie. La principale liaison à l'internet a arrêté de fonctionner vendredi. Officiellement à cause d’"un câble sous-marin endommagé". Pourtant, une source occidentale fiable à Rangoun a indiqué que la coupure a été ordonnée par la junte militaire qui veut empêcher la diffusion, hors de Birmanie, d'informations, de photos et de vidéos sur la répression en cours. De même les signaux des téléphones portables internationaux ont été bloqués. Les policiers fouilleraient les participants aux marches à la recherche d’appareil photo et de portables. Multiplication des pressions de la communauté internationale Les Etats-Unis ont pris de nouvelles sanctions à l'encontre d'une douzaine de hauts responsables birmans, dont les deux généraux à la tête de la junte militaire. Washington a également demandé à la Chine, en tant que principal partenaire économique et politique de la Birmanie, d'user de son influence pour empêcher un nouveau bain de sang. Le président américain George W. Bush et le Premier ministre britannique Gordon Brown ont lancé un appel commun à la junte pour qu’elle cesse de réprimer par la force les manifestations. Les pays de l'Asie du sud-est ont également exprimé leur "révulsion" et appelé la junte birmane à "exercer la plus grande retenue. Vendredi la Thaïlande voisine a annoncé qu'elle avait mobilisé des avions prêts à évacuer les ressortissants étrangers si la crise birmane venait à empirer. Enfin, le Conseil des droits de l'Homme de l'ONU se réunira mardi à Genève en session d'urgence sur la Birmanie. L'émissaire de l'ONU pour la Birmanie, Ibrahim Gambari, est arrivé vendredi à Singapour, d'où il devait repartir samedi pour la Birmanie. Seule voix discordante, la Russie. Vladimir Poutine a estimé vendredi "prématuré" de parler de sanctions contre Rangoun. September 27 A new start from somewhereToday at 18:00 Hrs. there was a FRY executive board meeting. One agenda was related to a big change in the organization. the directorship holder was supposed to be changed.
It was decided and accepted. Rev. Fr. Thinnarat and Dr. Preecha D. I was to start from October 2007.
The Spartan War
At last Aree resigned from MOIInterior Minister Aree Wongarya finally bowed to the inevitable on Wednesday, resigning his office after a tumultuous week during which he insisted he never would quit despite strong public criticism. This is a Bangkok Post headline news for Sept 27, 2007. It was a shame for all who held him with high respe GM strike ends, lifting Wall Street
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Turkey shoot
Cappadocia and its volcanic mountain caves that sheltered early Christians and rocks of strange shapes are a photographer's delight
Turkey is a cultural amalgam wrought by history, exotic cultures and natural wonders which leaves first-time visitors spellbound, and nowhere is that better illustrated than in Cappadocia, a mountainous expanse in centre of the Anatolian Plateau.
Dating at least 4,000 years the region boasts some 40 settlements, some under the ground and big enough to accommodate 30,000 people, linked by a network of tunnels and caves carved into soft volcanic rocks that provided fleeing Christians refuge from Roman persecution more than 2,000 years ago.
Geologically, these rocks formed around 30 million years ago following volcanic eruptions of Mt Erciyes that covered the area with thick layers of molten lava and ash. As the lava cooled down, it hardened and created a bizarre landscape shaped by elements of nature _ wind, rain and the sun. As people began settling there, into these rocks _ some tall and tubular, pointing like chimneys _ they carved homes and places of worship, including churches. The rocks have distinctive shapes and variously look like caps, cones or mushroom, while column-like structures called ''fairy chimneys'' are in fair evidence in provinces like Kayseri, Nevsehir and Aksaray.
It was a pleasant sunny morning as we headed to the Goreme valley in Nevsehir that is an open museum. Travelling through this sparsely inhabited part of Cappadocia strewn by red sandstone and salt deposits Bulent, our local guide, said the valley was home to one of the earliest settlements in this part of Turkey and boasted 30 well preserved churches and monasteries.
At the entrance of the valley stood Kizlar and watching the monastery it was hard to imagine how monks lived and worked in the hollowed-out formation. On the exterior one could just presume ladders or even scaffoldings were used to reach the upper levels. As very little information is available to guests at the site, it is a good idea carry your own guidebook.
Many churches date from the 9th century onwards. They were built by carving rooms out of the soft volcanic tuff, rock composed of the finer kinds of volcanic detritus usually fused together by heat, and feature Byzantine frescoes from Old and New Testaments highlighting the life of Jesus Christ and day-to-day activities of early Christian saints. One of them is the Tokali Church that contains some of the most magnificent frescoes in the entire valley.
To understand Christ's passage to heaven, visit the Dark Church. It charges an extra entrance fee, but it is worth the price. A winding stairway leads to its rectangular, barrel-arched entrance that has a crucifix, the arms of which are cross vaulted, and a central dome with four columns and three apses. The church gets its name from a tiny window in the portico or narthex that takes in only a small amount of light, but even so the frescoes in all their colourful manifestations are still vivid and easily discernible, as if painted only yesterday.
Elmah, Barbara and Yilanli are the other three churches in the valley. In its entriety, Goreme is a honeycomb of tiny cells once occupied by monks, one of the features that earned it a place on Unesco's World Heritage list.
Similar attractions await visitors in Aksaray by the Melendiz River and along the old trade route that connected Persia to the Aegean Sea and Kayasiri, that sits at the foot of Mt Erciyes. Some of the so-called ''fairy chimneys'', the abodes of angels who supposedly live underground, rise to heights of 40 metres or so, and along with the rock formations
September 26 A big change in MyanmarSaffron solidarity Burmese Buddhist monks march en mass in protest against the military government in Rangoon yesterday. As many as 100,000 anti-government protesters led by a phalanx of Buddhist monks took part in the rally, the largest crowd to demonstrate in Burma's biggest city since a 1988 pro-democracy uprising that was brutally crushed by the military. — JUNTA WARNS MONKS Bangkok Post, September 26, 2007 September 25 More Time needed to adapt myself to the current conditionYes, and then what?
Today, tomorrow and what has already taken place.
What more one is expecting to obtain in one life?
Dr. Prachai Leophairat talked about thr Kra Canal Belt and its accessories during the 16.00 Hrs. ASTV Program. It is the project of Pracharat Political Party.
The wonder of the Kra Canal Belt should be at the right moment.
At the lowest point of my life?I doubt if this is the lowest point of my life, in spite of some room for freedom and selection.
Today I had a chance to watch the biography of Mr. Howard Carter , the Egyptologist, who, after meeting with Lord Cornwald, found the biggest finds of Egypt - the tomb of Tutankamen still untouched - in a mountain close to Luxor in the southern Egypt in 1929. Carter met Cornwald when he was at the lowest point of his life.
Will this be an indicator of a meaningful life for me?
Today I will have a medical check-up and my car claimed Last Sunday I was too drunk for the medical check-up. I decided to make it today. I feel O.K., in spite of the lingering thirst for some drinking water.
What will today bring to me after almost three months? Today is another business. Who can say what today will hold for oneself? Normally each day has its own fate and destiny.
I got Rev. Fr. Robert Costet's book from Pravet on Sept. 23, 2007. It was given a new face totally different from what I have done. Rev. Fr. Bruno Aren was a co-editor with Ms. Orasa Chaojin. It was published in 1,000 copies.
September 24 1968: A teacher in Assumption College, Ubolratchathani Back to Ubol, I informe Bishop Bayet of my intention to spend some time outside the seminary. I wanted to work to feed my self and learnt about the life I would have to lead. I informed Bishop Bayet that I would like to be a teacher at the school. Bro. Seraphil, the director, accepted me to work there and my salary was 600 Baht. It enough for food and lodging in the Bishop's House. I asked for 600 Baht from him to buy a racing bicycle which I used to think of pedalling from Bangkok to Ubol. I bought a gear set from Penang. I fixed it up and it ran very well. After five month's stay I asked to live with a friend.
It is the beginning of the layman's life.
Working in a schoold was a way to dodge the military service when one is 21 years old.
I enjoyed teaching English there.
Whatever will be will be There was one song we used to sing when we finished M.S. 3. It was "Whatever will be will be". That song was also sung in Thai. This song came back to my mind again today when I felt something uncontrolable was over me. I cannot do what I want to do. I have a feeling of being rejected for nothing.
The Years 2007 and 2008 will be the two years mixed and mingled with difficulties that cannot be touched. I have the feeling that the difficulties are serious than I used to encounter in 1997 or 10 years or in 1977 or 30 years ago.
Why do I have face this situation?
I will not give in. I do know it will not last long. It has come to provide some kind of support for me.
A meeting day for many of us Sept 23, 2007 was also a meeting for us: Seri, Pravet, Udom, Somphos, Somrit, Kasem, Verajak, Vanchai, Chalard, and me.
We had a good time together. I was too drunk with a small accident on my way back. It was the front left corner of my car.
i could hardly sleep last time. Always thirsty with a dry throat. September 21 Today is a day that says a lot to me.I mean nothing to the world.
Sonthi told us a lot about Bang Sonthi. Karun Saingarm said farewell to Programme: Trong Pai Trong Ma to join Pracha Rat Party of Sanoh Thienthong.
Phokaiudom resigned from the ICT Ministry.
Arie (Bang's father-in-law wanted to stay on. Oranuch wanted to consult someone before making this decision.
September 20 December 1967, a school teacher at Assumption College, UbolratchathaniBack in Thailand, I went back to Vichianbury with Khamhoi Samerpithak who wanted to see my village. After that, I went back to Ubolratchathani to the Bishop's House, which was just next to Assumption College, Ubolratchathani. To survive, I became a teacher there. I was supposed to be paid 600 Baht per month.
After three months at the Bishop's house, I asked to live with a friend outside. I commuted with a bicycle bought with a borrowing from Bishop Claudius Bayet. It cost 600 Baht. It was a racing bicycle. (I was too poor and never returned him the money.)
During the Christmas celebration, I was seriously drunk for the first time in my life. I vomited and vomited until there was nothing left inside my stomach.
During April 14-16, 1968 it was another time I had a chance to spend some time with a village girl who sold whisky in a monk-ordaining celebration. I did not sleep for the whole night. I just played around with them. When I came back I had to sleep continuously for another 2 days.
There was one interesting incident in the Bishop's house. I felt I fell in love with a young girl there. I could hardly hide my good feeling towards her. Once she asked to buy some gift for her. When I arrived home, it dropped and broke. Some time after that, she disappeared and never returned. I understood that someone might have ordered to leave. And I never saw her again.
I was in charge of teaching English for Ps. 5 and 6 and M.S. 1 B. It was an interesting experience to get to know children in those days who had ages close to me. There were a number of Kae Rae pupils. When they fought against one another, hatchets and SANAAPs were frequently used. I got two from them. I still keep one in my drawer. During this year I had a chance to revise my English grammar and I learnt more about English. I got to know good people. Ajarn Song Moliphant, Ajarn Ronnakrit, Ajarn Prasong, Ajarn Narong, Ajarn Samran, Ajran Thawatchai, Ajarn Sanan, Ajarn Boonmee and many others.
The first year I was under Bro. Seraphin, a Spanish brother.
A life without moneyThis is an age that can move on only with and by money. It is actively accepted that with no money one is nothing. That is not surprising that even Gen Surayud Chulanont also sides with Thaksin. And many other key persons like Gen Chavalit and Mr. Samak Sunthoraves. Nithi Eowsiwong is not excluded.
There comes today when I do not have any money. What is meaning given to a man like me. I never have an idea there would arrive this day when I have to feel like nothing. It is really down. How can I escape from this feeling? It is really hurting.
In Feburary 1967 - College General PenangJust before going to Penang we had two months of free time to stay with our family. Then it was time for requesting for a passport and a visa. (If I remember correctly, at that time, it was the time of the 10th Asian Exhibition that was taking place in the land that now has become the campus of Ramkhamhaeng University.) It was a second time I came to Bangkok. This time we stayed In Vorasarn Secondary School which was located in Saphan 3 of Trok Chan. At that time Rev. Fr. Somchai Salabchue was the director. Only five of us stayed on: Pranom, Pravet, Sompong, Chamniern and Me. There was a Mexican Seminarian who also wanted to continue the study there. He is Alexis something. It was February 16, 1967 when we travelled by train. We passed by Prai and took a ferry boat to Penang. It took about half an hour to reach Penang.
It was supposed to be a six-year course for us.
As a matter of facts, I did not want to continue my study as a seminarian any more. I wanted to leave the seminary. It happened on one day I went up to see Fr. Du Pont who was then the seminary treasurer and our Latin teacher. He said to me,"You are a thief. You did not repay your debt." I told him he might mistake. He said no and repeated the same word. I told him I was not. I had just paid my debt recently. I asked him to check my debt account and he found none. But still he chid me roughly. I was rather upset and angry. I told Rev. Fr. Robert Costet that I wanted to leave the seminary and did not want to continue. He told to continue. I told him many times and he encouraged me to continue. I did not tell any friend about this.
My class was the biggest one as compared to others in the past years. My friends were Singapore, Brunei, Sarawak, Borneo and Vietnam. We were about 24. There was one old guy of about 35 years of age. He was an ex-policeman from Sigapore.
Penang was famous for its train. I was there. I went round the island with my bicycle. (Yes, each of us was given a bicycle. It served as a transport means to go into town which at time was also famous for Thai students. Thai fighting fish were also famous.
That year was not a good year for me. I just passed the time unconsciously.
My Latin was still active. I went through several Latin text books. My English was improving. I bought a small radio with an earphone. After six month, my English was much better. The most difficult book was the Announcing Christ. I managed to get through it.
{Today SOO Leow Ruay in TITV told about Mr. .....เจ้าพ่อกิ่ง. อ. เกิ้ง จ. อุดรธานี who used to fail and had to migrate to somewhere in order to restart a new life again. Now, in 2007, he restarted in Koeng Community as an accomplished man, in spite of difficulties.}
During mid-year holiday we were sent Taiping to further our English study. We were put in a parish and an English teacher was provided.
Today, September 20, has been established as the Youths' day of Thailand. Ror 5 and Ror 9 was born on this same day.
Before returning in December 1967, I requested for a one-year probation period. It was ever to grant such to any seminarian. Normally such will be granted to those who have completed the second year only.
My study was not very successful.
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